Im Wondering.

Thursday, August 24

I would like to tell u a lovestory.
once there was a girl and a boy.
who were frens during highschool.
after they got to noe eacth other better.
with so many things in common ,bumps and coincidence
they both thought they were fated,
so they were accidently in love.
as their love got strong and didnt think anything could ever break them apart,
happiness showered them with laughter tender loving care.
as they say "till death do us apart"..
thoughts rushing love growing.
didnt have any hatred false love.
"i love u", "i love u too".
thought of marriged, and future plans.

sometime around then she woke up to find herself crying everyday,
as he left her, without explaination and any confession.
she felt as though she had been crushed like paper.
eyes swelling almost everyday, had no one Absolutely no one.
she kept very quiet, every night tossing and turning.
crying and thinking.
why did she do to had someone she love everything den ever to leave her.
as days went by, she stood to where she is being as strong as she could
to face him everyday of her life.
she didnt say anything to anyone.
she moved on evnthough she knows. she cant help letting go.
time had chase she knows. its time to leave all the fantasy
of hoping the fone to ring and what even having to get him back.
all her high hopes she threw away.

until today the story continues
doubt so she had 4gotten him.
even then she had moved on.
but till today she noes. whats going around him.
she still cares and loves him \
only that no as much as sometime ago.
she have learnt to let go and live without love nor care from anyone,
what she needs is herself; she loves herself.
she knows he is asking for her back,
and she knows he cant 4get her.
hopes and dreams surrounds.
waitting for the right time to come.
she has the answer.
only time.
please.
she just has one thing to say.
....
she will remember him and all the things they did.
no promises it will relive again.
...

much love.
Irna.

forget these things
we swore we meant;