Im Wondering.

Wednesday, December 20

Entry. i wonder if u know...
I MISS U. soo much.
aiya.
friday is the magical DAY...
after he bk out. den we eat satay
and eat him up.
LOL..
se beh sian ah..
at home watch tv tv watch me.
eat junkies.
arghhh..
im going nuts. i hope in the future. NS is only 2months.
aneways. i went to work on tuesday. they really needed me,
heeeh trainees sux. lol... kidding. haaa.
abih why they call me down after thers 6workers.
chey...
today i went dwn sembawang. met his frens...
middle of the night sing sing..
sing dono wad sing.
wah piang bue tahan ah.. noisy sia...
den i go IC...isolation corner.
he called me!! *hunnie why ya calling me so early? :P
yey.. alar voice oni..
but still we chat.. awhile.
i told anyan me now ying ying aer uh.i think i am...
haa. he grins at me. eisai lar..
aiya. not him wad me...CHay...

I REALLLY MISS U MADLLy...
whenver that chasing trains* heeh my version* =p is on..
it'll make me smile sooo wide. because it makes me remind of that day where.
it was my 1st time going vivo he brought me to the waterpark .
and walked in the swallow water.
heee. and sat one side.... it was ed night,
suddenly he pop out a qn, he asked me will u dance if i asked u to?
i thought it was just i qn so i said yea i wud love to..
he played his fone with the chasing trains** song and asked for my hand.
i didnt thought he would dare to do it.
but he did, we danced in the water.
heeeee.................truout the whole song.
damm i realised ppl were looking at us i just held him close and hide my eyes.
heeeehe piasey uh..but after that theres this one chinese ard 30s clap for us.
i piasey sia.
but shy lor... but extremllllllly happpy ... those wonderful things that u an only imagine in movies.
does happen to u. even typing this makes me smile widely =>>
boy i love u so..... :) i love u i love. those 3words they're not enuf..
im planing to bake him brownies on this friday. hehhe. i wanna surprise him too.
i dare you to tell me to walk thru fire..cos I WILLLLLL....
but* with a firesuit la*.... ^-^
because he was my collegue. i known him about 6mths. and just got together as everything went really2 slow, i didnt felt it but i know it was so right...
so he stopped working about 2weeks before he has to go NS.
well me in the other hand i ask for a mth break after my attachment was over.
and so, it all started with him inviting me over for dinner to his fren (guddas) chalet.
and i sparked a lil hmm shud i say. the feelings grow since then,... i felt like a corn popping..
hehehe.. so after that night(that picture in my blog his frens) we got real close.
and began meeting up..
ouh yar, how can i forget, he loved that chasing trains** song whever it goes on air and we
are working together i'll tend to look at him.. haaaha! irna2..
so that partcular song has a history SOcalled uh.. haaks..
and yar, on i think a saturday he was not wrking so he fetched me from work and walk all the way to PS mac and ate dinner ther,so the radio's on with the power98 countdown. well u guessed it,
the song play soon after while we were eating.
as it plays, he glanced at me. played around with my finger, and i started responding.
and he held my hand and look me in the eyes andsumtin magical happen no words could describe...
this was the 1st time we made close contact with each other.
*-*...and there was a tues and wednes we had bonfire in ecp, i stayed with him tru the night,
it was so magical, we were in the tent looking up the stars it was very romantic..
i just dont know how to really2 describe it..
and i brought my porty speakers and he sang me a song while i was lying down beside him...
he sang the aerosmith armagaden song...
haaahk, i cried.....
wonderful angel voice just sweeps me away and make me fly..
howi wish i could relive those days when hes in camp..
ouh darling.. i thank god so much i met u...
i love u so much baby....
after knowing him it made me wokeup and ive learned to appericiate more things in life.
esp to have someone that loves and cares about u.
hes everything that god could give me and hes also everything that god could take away from me.
i would not let that ever happen, no...
oh dear i cant wait to see u..
i'll be counting the mins to see u..
alright i blogged a lil overboard...
heee got carried away..
okie ... blog soon....
loves,
irna....

forget these things
we swore we meant;