Thursday, January 25
Entry. I think i am Jealous + Depress + Irritated.
hi. okie this entry is for all the girls. hmm..
imagine that u are leaving ur dearest to canada soon.
and suddenly two of his recent ex's came to kacau him.
aiya.i hate it lar, even thou i know he loves me byk byk,
but i feel VERY irritated. i donoe lar. but i think i am jealous
but tak tau pasal ape? is not like he treated them much more than me.
its because. i dono whats and how's their past.
and it makes me wonder and im the person who thinks alot.
i mean alot. sometymes it gets me into a paranoid state.
haha gees. but. really.
and ur dearest past was ALL chinese girls. and i can say.
he told me because of one malay girl ill treated him since then he dated cina all along.
hes a one in a million very diff. kwan2 dier pon cina2...-_-so yar.
im still wondering why did he fell in love with me?
i think im ordinary and im not a chinese enuf. right?
ouh well. and the story coun'd.
hmm because i am the one who always check his frenster as hes in camp
ouh well thats how i know they are trying to contacting him
aiayayaa... BENCI AH.
macam maner ni.
fikiran arh aku kat canada nanti. im only left with 4-5 days.
den bende karut ni happening. I HATE IT .
argh...
hmm aneway.
PHYZA if ure reading this, kat my tempat kerje no vacant but.
u got experience in cashiering? wana be the checkout crew?
that one got vacant,
text me okie?
and i think i gave u the wrong no. hmm..
later i shall msg u thru frenster.=))
oh well darling. see u.
:)))
and yar, i am jealous depress and irritated.
mcm babi lar.
hmm.. one of his ex. asked how is he and hopes everything fine.
and the other asked for his no.
aiya. AND ME READING IT.
NAH-EH not a good SIGN. confirm ms irna get jealous.
will you? (please answer this.. please.*girls oni eh)
aiya...i know i trust gabbie. ALOT.
but i hate when things like this happens.
IT SUX.
haiyer. tday wrking and im still online.
sebab tak boleh tidor. haha..
okie dokies. shall update. soon.
please answer my entry can?
i go siow2 ah. ahaha...
okie byeee..............................
tralalalalala... WHT A WONDERFUL WERLD!!!- james morrison.
forget these things
we swore we meant;
